Monday, May 19, 2014

See Heaven's Got a Plan For you


I never want to reveal this blog under the sun. Well i mean to the public, especially to those "unkind" stalkers of mine. Be it some relatives or friends that i'm not familiar with. Your attention is much appreciated. Not to me, but my parents :)

Because of your attention, i tried so frigging hard throughout these years just to make myself look "positive". At least in front of the public. And because of you people, i tried suppressing all those negative emotions i have in me. Nah.. Ogay it's time for me to show my gratitude to you for your continuous attention in all these while. Thank you? lol

Frankly, i've had nothing left in me. I have lost the wits and faith that i used to actually possess. All the passions and dreams i used to chase after. They were long gone. I didn't even realize it when they slipped away from me. How silly i am. (chuckles)

So in love with Swedish House Mafia's song today. Yes only today i insist. I feel loved when it goes 'Don't you worry don't you worry child, see heaven's got a plan for you'
It must be great if someone could talk to me like this. Instead of words of criticism, something like this works better if your intention is to encourage me..

Hmm that's all for today. pip x2