我不孤单

你,就是狂野...Baby 没有改变. 无尽的地平线蔓延. 解开心中的束缚,自由地飞.

凌晨4点钟, 莫名的情绪在我的心里滋长着... 从前,对于人与人之间的关系,我会想要去了解,去探讨,去明白. 现在,我只想彻底地放空,我既不想去了解,也不想去明白.

或许,我并不害怕孤单. 或许,我会爱上一个人的感觉. 或许,有一天我会一个人去流浪. 或许,根本就没有或许.

我以为自己害怕孤单, 所以总是让自己不孤单. 我以为自己怕寂寞, 所以总是找人相伴. 其实尽管身边有那么多人, 如果心是孤单的, 那么一切都只是徒然.

Wind Of Change

 1/11/2012

It's already been more than one year since i stopped blogging in the month of May last year..
 Each and every single time i open this blog, sorrowness creeps silently into my mind and it somehow brings me some kind of indescribable feeling... freedom.. I don't know why.. but it's how i feel in my deep heart core.

It's November again..
Everytime when i listen to 'November Rain' by The Guns and Roses,
i feel like i am frowning inside. It's like so hard to explain when i'm completely drowned in myself alone...

Somehow, a part of me is missing..
Aha......
One year ago, i was so desperate..  Wanting to go back to those glory pasts.
Now, when the same question is to be asked again, i will rather move on to my future life..
 What's past is past.. Once some part of the thing we obsess to is missing, the feeling will never be the same anymore...No matter how hard we try to salvage.. the missing part will still remain broken in both of us..
 Like how the Guns and Roses said, 'Nothing lasts forever, And we both know hearts can change'...
And It's actually time to let go ..

Spm Is coming up in few days time..
but I'm still drowning in the missing part of myself.. All alone..

Random xoxoxoxxo

its been so damn long since i updated my blog a couple of months ago.....
lol im bleeding inside. idk why but i just feel hell bad.. all the time..
sometimes im just too emotional that i cant even stand myself.
so many things had happened in these 2 months which changed me completely into another person....

im a different me now.. issit a good thing? lol... i reckon im a freak.
honestly i dont even know whether im good or not.. maybe im a evil demon.. Who knows? lol..

am gettin emo now.... get jealous easily which is totally absurd..
lol im bad.. stay away from me people XD

PARIS WHITE JOHNSON...lol its my last time thinking of u my sis... your long gone..

sept.... 2010

sept 11 2010... i had a nightmare... dreamt abt my best frn.. i thought she was going to leave me forever.. i really miss u..i miss those precious moments we had
spent together... holy shit...><

How i miss u... LOL.

VOULEZ VOUS...

pmr is around the corner.. ):

boring days ..

NAWWWWWWW PMR trial exam is just around the corner....n i havent prepare for it -.-


HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWSS... IS COMING UP SOON. IN NOVEMBER WOOTS!!!!

LAUGH MY A$$ OFF

somehow i'm leading a miserable life... i hate it!!...my life is a failure....i'm so exhausted yet noone could understand how i feel... there's only sorrowness in my soul...

till now,..... i find that I'M NOTHING.... noone will give a single damn about ME!!!
how sad ... and how miserable... DAMN IT LMAO

MY soul

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