1/11/2012
It's already been more than one year since i stopped blogging in the month of May last year..
Each and every single time i open this blog, sorrowness creeps silently into my mind and it somehow brings me some kind of indescribable feeling... freedom.. I don't know why.. but it's how i feel in my deep heart core.
It's November again..
Everytime when i listen to 'November Rain' by The Guns and Roses,
i feel like i am frowning inside. It's like so hard to explain when i'm completely drowned in myself alone...
Somehow, a part of me is missing..
Aha......
One year ago, i was so desperate.. Wanting to go back to those glory pasts.
Now, when the same question is to be asked again, i will rather move on to my future life..
What's past is past.. Once some part of the thing we obsess to is missing, the feeling will never be the same anymore...No matter how hard we try to salvage.. the missing part will still remain broken in both of us..
Like how the Guns and Roses said, 'Nothing lasts forever, And we both know hearts can change'...
And It's actually time to let go ..
Spm Is coming up in few days time..
but I'm still drowning in the missing part of myself.. All alone..
It's already been more than one year since i stopped blogging in the month of May last year..
Each and every single time i open this blog, sorrowness creeps silently into my mind and it somehow brings me some kind of indescribable feeling... freedom.. I don't know why.. but it's how i feel in my deep heart core.
It's November again..
Everytime when i listen to 'November Rain' by The Guns and Roses,
i feel like i am frowning inside. It's like so hard to explain when i'm completely drowned in myself alone...
Somehow, a part of me is missing..
Aha......
One year ago, i was so desperate.. Wanting to go back to those glory pasts.
Now, when the same question is to be asked again, i will rather move on to my future life..
What's past is past.. Once some part of the thing we obsess to is missing, the feeling will never be the same anymore...No matter how hard we try to salvage.. the missing part will still remain broken in both of us..
Like how the Guns and Roses said, 'Nothing lasts forever, And we both know hearts can change'...
And It's actually time to let go ..
Spm Is coming up in few days time..
but I'm still drowning in the missing part of myself.. All alone..
